“its not like that kind of love jeannine its friend love! WHAT THE FUCK DO I HAVE TO DO TO SHOW IM CHANGED AND I LOVE YOU?!? JEANNINE I LOVE YOU MORE THAN I LOVE MY FUCKING BROTHER AND MOM AND IM TIRED OF FEELING LIK SHIT AND CRYING BECAUSE THERES NO WAY I CAN FUCKING PROVE IT TO YOU. i just wat you back. i just want a second chance to try being together a different way where we can trust eachother and were wedont have to ve tgether 24/7 and i can have enough hours and a better jobs to smother you in gifts like i always wanted to and we donhave to text 24/7 and sometimes have lazy days but not everyday so we dont get tired of eachother… i want to treat you like my queen agan… i miss having you to d eveything you ask me to… most guys hate it but i loved it…i loved making you food and driving yu around and opening the door for you and proudly introducing you as the love ofmy life to new people…i just want to show you im changed and im ready to beyourMAN and not BOYfriend…im tired od crying now i need to try and sleep…”

if this doesnt work…i dont know what to do…