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i know i have a problem. i dont want any help.

i only want her to talk to me about it

i only want her to care.

but she doesnt, so i how am i supposed to care?

when she stopped caring about me, i stopped caring about me too.

i want to tell her so badly

but shes out of my life now. 

im trying to keep out of hers.

nothing i say can ever mean anything to her so i might as well just do it

but it wont make a difference.