Untitled, im trying so hard to hate you. calling you a slut...

im trying so hard to hate you. calling you a slut and a bitch whenever i think of you.but at the same time wondering when you will talk to me again… it feels theres thousands of people screaming in pain inside of my body and i feel that im close to losing every thread of sanity i have left… too bad you dont care, because your a bitch and you left me to be a slut… and i will still be waiting for you against my will…