i am really not liking life right now

i lost the love of my life, the most beautiful girl ive ever seen in the fucking world

i lost my car, my car and i had a connection and bond between me and it…

im sorry for everything i did to myself

i know that this is all my fault

if ide never had pushed her away than none of this would have happened…

i just want my fucking life back

the life where i had the most smart,beautiful, funny, adorable, charasmatic, vibrant girl ever…

the life where i had the coolest fuckin car ever

and now karma is playing its game with me

and i dont want to play back…

i wish i fuckin died in that car accident so i didnt have to fucking live through all this