November 2010
22 posts
ill write a eminem style rap for you
its my final curtain today
tired of wakin up to this worthless feelin
enslaved by my passion what else can i say?
i love you and thats that.
i gave you the moon
and you gave me the sun
but its gone and done
tried to move on but all i can think about is hiw good my temple would look next to the barrel of a gun
blow my brains on my wall next to the gum we used to stick there just for fun
tried to...
im staying in bed all day. im not making any human...
i cant quit thinkin about you, so cut half my mind...
i hate the friend boundry. can i just kiss your...
“its not like that kind of love jeannine its friend love! WHAT THE FUCK DO I HAVE TO DO TO SHOW IM CHANGED AND I LOVE YOU?!? JEANNINE I LOVE YOU MORE THAN I LOVE MY FUCKING BROTHER AND MOM AND IM TIRED OF FEELING LIK SHIT AND CRYING BECAUSE THERES NO WAY I CAN FUCKING PROVE IT TO YOU. i just wat you back. i just want a second chance to try being together a different way where we can trust...
girls need to shut the fuck up
” i want a man thats grown up and this and that”
SHUT THE FUCK UP
your not grown up at all from the shit you told me you did your the same fuckin bitch you were when i met you doing the same shit
if it wasnt for me you would have still been on drugs and probly be a fucking whore
you fucking owe me for helping you and making you right
you try and say I need to grow up? fuck you....
IM SORRY
im a addict and im not myself and im wrong for what i said to you holly marie solar and it wasnt even me talking
im DONE
no more snorting pills, no more exessive drinking. im quitting cold turkey. ill only drink alittle bit but only on occasion. im not fuckin with pills. crushing up 10 pills and snorting them within 3 hours isnt ideal fun for the people who care about me and she sure told me quick. im DONE.
nothin but love can last forever
and im sorry.
i should have known you were a bitch when on my...
too bad your too blinded by him to see everything...
whenever i think of you
the word “played” comes to mind.
why the fuck did you decide to come in now?
back into my fucking life
even though you just came back when you needed my help STILL.
i tried packing your shit
but couldnt help but break down
im over you…why am i doing this
why the fuck am i still cryin over you if i am over you?
i dont understand why im doing this
i wish i knew…but now this is about me
so you will get your shit back...
i wanna get the chance to know you
but now everytime i look at you i just want to explode insanity
to be honest,
i have feelings for you.
i dont even know why.
maybe its because your the first girl to start talking to me after my break up.
maybe its cause you liked me for a second and i was so happy that jeannine wasnt the only one that cares only about looks
but boy was i wrong.
your...
all this bullshit with trying to just find new people
makes me realize that i miss you
fuck my stupid life.
times like this i wish time travel was possible
i hate being single
ide rather be back with you then have to live through this bullshit
someone came into my life
led my on
got me to like them
and did a 180 and went for my best friend
what the fuck? and now that friend is going on with it even though he knows i got somethin for her
some fucking brother of mine right?
what is wrong with...
wow
really annoyed and pissed off
im dead to you
a friend told me some wise words once.
he said you can love someone with everything in your being, but it be able to not work
thats how i feel with her…
i love her with everything still, but it just wouldnt work
you need to change and do some growing up
and youve probably already done some shit
ruining everything if you ever wanted to get back together
i wouldnt know what to do if...
there is no catharsis today
i feel like ill feel like this person for the rest of my life,
but its alright now. ive accepted it.