its my final curtain today tired of wakin up to this worthless feelin enslaved by my passion what else can i say? i love you and thats that. i gave you the moon and you gave me the sun but its gone and done tried to move on but all i can think about is hiw good my temple would look next to the barrel of a gun blow my brains on my wall next to the gum we used to stick there just for fun tried to move on but that didnt work that one just played me with a smirk i hate love and how the game is and thats why today is the day thats lookin grey

i gave her the moon and she gave me the sun but before i knew it she was already done cant you see? we were meant to be i gave her the moon and she gave me the sun but before i knew it she was already done cant you see we were meant to be?

i got nothin else to lose so i might as well go all out coulda lived the party life but it just didnt feel right i wanted to wait and hoped youd appreciate that ide wait but you n me were to blind to see that we both just couldnt look past the fears and jealousies that both of us reveared and it tore us apart and how far do i have to wait on this time line to fast foward to a time where your mine and im yours andwere standin together with our toes at the beach in the sea shore

i gave her the moon and she gave me the sun but before i knew it she was already done cant you see? we were meant to be i gave her the moon and she gave me the sun but before i knew it she was already done cant you see we were meant to be?

i cant move on cant you see im fuckin crazy? if you could really see me lately youd wonder what the fuck happened whered that sweet outstanding young man that made me feel grand well ill tell you where he is 6feet in the ground with his heart ripped out and unwound and thanks to you i have no identifiable human emotion all because you were my token to happiness, and ide do anything to get you back

the only thing that loves me no matter how unattractive i am

almost died, again. that was after they pulled it away from a tree. i was 2 feet from wraping around atree

“its not like that kind of love jeannine its friend love! WHAT THE FUCK DO I HAVE TO DO TO SHOW IM CHANGED AND I LOVE YOU?!? JEANNINE I LOVE YOU MORE THAN I LOVE MY FUCKING BROTHER AND MOM AND IM TIRED OF FEELING LIK SHIT AND CRYING BECAUSE THERES NO WAY I CAN FUCKING PROVE IT TO YOU. i just wat you back. i just want a second chance to try being together a different way where we can trust eachother and were wedont have to ve tgether 24/7 and i can have enough hours and a better jobs to smother you in gifts like i always wanted to and we donhave to text 24/7 and sometimes have lazy days but not everyday so we dont get tired of eachother… i want to treat you like my queen agan… i miss having you to d eveything you ask me to… most guys hate it but i loved it…i loved making you food and driving yu around and opening the door for you and proudly introducing you as the love ofmy life to new people…i just want to show you im changed and im ready to beyourMAN and not BOYfriend…im tired od crying now i need to try and sleep…”

if this doesnt work…i dont know what to do…

” i want a man thats grown up and this and that”

SHUT THE FUCK UP

your not grown up at all from the shit you told me you did your the same fuckin bitch you were when i met you doing the same shit

if it wasnt for me you would have still been on drugs and probly be a fucking whore

you fucking owe me for helping you and making you right

you try and say I need to grow up? fuck you. i got a job for you went to school like you told me to and then YOU FUCKING LEFT ME

so dont EVER try to tell me to grow up

im a addict and im not myself and im wrong for what i said to you holly marie solar and it wasnt even me talking

no more snorting pills, no more exessive drinking. im quitting cold turkey. ill only drink alittle bit but only on occasion. im not fuckin with pills. crushing up 10 pills and snorting them within 3 hours isnt ideal fun for the people who care about me and she sure told me quick. im DONE.